the end.

i have fall in love with u but u treat me like what i dont know. i ask u,i txt u everything i do but i think now u seems like u want to stay away from me. its ok laa. i cant do anything and girl yg dpt u kire untung la and jage la dye baik2 k. if u are mine i will never let u go cz i loyal to anyone that i love and im not like other girl that u think yg senang2 nk fall in love and accept anyone. now, no more laa. i think maybe i prefer i study sume. im sick of love and fall in love with anyone again and again. cm sucks je! biala pintu aty i ni close utk spe2 pn. NO MORE! i just want to say thnks a lot to u cz u mmg lyn i baik sgt dlu lg2 after i confess to u. i dont know what u keep inside yg i xtaw. i redha everything yg nk jd. just remember one thing i love u so much and i will keep it inside of my heart. but i dont love u like i love u before this. i know i never get u. im too low for u. we're in different wolrd i guess. its ok la. i bersyukur je cz i dpt kenal dgn org cm u and u open my heart to fall in love to u. im happy for tht. its really hurt if u want to know cz u always treat other girl seems like u love them but not me. im happy if u happy with girl that u love. even hurt me so bad. i cant read your mind and sorry if i said anything wrong to u. NURUL MUHRIZ MURAD has came into my life after i broke up. i love u so much nurul muhriz murad.

thnk u.

4mac09-someone has make me cry. i cry cz of him gk. i dont know what to do. at last i knew. i need to forget bout him. i cant do anything. even he never says to me that he has someone else but i need to forget. cz i love him so much i need to do like this. biar la dye happy dgn org yg dye syg. his heart its not for me nk wt cmne kn. but i always love u selagi u xdgn that girl. anything can change. if god want to give a chance i'll get that chance. i just wait sygg.;) but i just want to say thnk for my friend. cz he has company me when im sad. thnks fiqrie. sygg u laa.;b thnks 4 the songs and thnks cz sang for me. serious u made me happy!;D im not alone that nyte. thnks. and honestly i ckp i terharu gyle.;) if u free mainkn utk i lg k. nyway,thnks again!;D

sedihhhhh.;(

28febuary09- i saw the picture. i try to forget bout him but i cant. im not strong. i syg gyle kt u. i feel like i want to cry. uwaaaaaaaa! i miss you like hell.;'( no one know how i felt. do u cares? i dont think so. i love you. how can i forget bout u? help me to move on!;'( myself is so stupid. siape suro pegi syg org sgt. kn da jd cmni. adoyai. tolong laaa. i need tyme. 1week im not see u. i miss u. i want to forget bout u cz your heart i know it is impossible for me ryte? tell me!huh!what the fuck!cm bodo la aku ni. haish!;(

i'm sorry and my wishes.

I wish that I always could be with you
I wish that I was your only one
I wish that I can read you
I wish that you have time for me
I wish that you could feel the same as I do for you

I am sorry I am not a perfect size zero
I am sorry I am ugly
I am sorry I am fat
I am sorry I am not perfect
I am sorry I am sloppy
I am sorry I am not clean
I am sorry I like you
I am sorry I love you
I am sorry I write badly
I am sorry for you

I want you with me
I want you to like me
I want you to know I like you
I want you to not act different around me when you find out how much I like you
I want you to think of me as your one and only
I want to be with you
I want your smile
I want your awesomeness
I WANT YOU!

I love your smile
I love your hair
I love your voice
I love your style
I love your teeth (which by the way are perfect)
I love your eyes
I love your laugh
I love your noises
But most of all I LOVE YOU!

I watch you laugh;
When I giggle
I watch you stair;
When I smile
I watch you hug;
Wishing it was me.

i love you..

i have fall in love with someone. he's older than me 8 years. i know it's crazy but i love him so much. i love the way he talked,the way he treated me,the way he cares bout me and else. he's sweet. i love him since last year. after i met him 1st tyme my heart was started love him so fucking damn much but i try to ignore it but i cant cz i love him so much. then oneday i cant keep my feeling anymore. i never do this in my life. this is 1st tyme i did that is i confessed that i love him. serious i said it felt i wanted to die that tyme.haha. i afraid im gonna lost him.;( i dont want lost again the person that i love. it has happened in my life. it hurt me so much. so, i dont want it happen again. then,i 'redha' with what's gonna happen after i confessed. i told him everything. then,he responed with the good way even we were not couple. but i thnk to god cz he still want to friend and care bout me. but something that me feel sad cz oneday i know someone fall in love with him too. they're very close friend. i dont know wether they close is just friend or more than that. until now i dont know who's in his heart.i dont like to fight cz of guys or never fight for it! even thought,i cintekn org tu cm nk gyle pn.never fight laa.t's hard and hurt but what can i do ryte?huh!;( still have maruah kot. i keep waiting for him. i love him. i dont care bout his age or else. i need him in my life. he opened my heart since i broke up with my ex. i thought after i broke up i cant love anyone anymore cz that tyme i love my ex very much. i loyal. i cant fall in love with any guys in easy way even handsome,rich,hot,famous. i dont care!im not choosing.i love someone cz of their attitude or the way they care bout me. so, i think i have found the right guy for my life but it's hard to have him.;( it's also impossible to have serious relationship with him.ntah laa. haish. ssh nk ckp. i just leh ckp i love him so fucking them much no matter what. selagi dye xde gf selagi tu i'll wait for you sygg even im not show it to u anymore.its better i keep in my heart.if takdir or jodoh i dgn u xkemane ryte? so,ill pray for it.im waiting for u and i need the answer to move on.thnks cz care bout me and still friend with me.;) i hope u will appreciate it. cinte xleh dipakse. i just want honest from bottom of your heart to love me.;) just remember i always love u darling.your name is always in my mind,my love to u is in my heart and your face is in my dream.;) NURUL MUHRIZ MURAD<33